Apparently, I can be a slow learner.
Just a few weeks ago, I wrote about rest.
In Green Pastures at 125 Miles an Hour, I reflected on those familiar words from Psalm 23:
“He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he refreshes my soul.”—Psalm 23:2–3 (NIV)
At the time, I was particularly struck by five words:
He makes me lie down.
Not He suggests that I lie down.
Not He provides a lovely green pasture and hopes I eventually notice it.
He makes me lie down.
I even wondered whether the Shepherd sometimes has to do that because the sheep isn’t smart enough to stop on his own.
Apparently, this particular sheep still didn’t get the message.
Because this morning, God seemed to tap me on the shoulder again.

Put in a Place of Rest
My devotional this morning centered on something God told Moses:
“My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.”
—Exodus 33:14 (NIV)
The person leading the devotional pointed out something I didn’t know.
The Hebrew word translated here as “rest” comes from the word nuach. It can mean to rest, settle, or remain—and in different forms can also carry the idea of causing someone to rest, or placing them somewhere.
In fact, the same Hebrew root appears near the beginning of the Bible.
After creating the Garden of Eden, Scripture tells us:
“The LORD God took the man and put him in the Garden of Eden to work it and take care of it.”
—Genesis 2:15 (NIV)
That word translated “put” comes from the same Hebrew root.
God put Adam in the garden.
God placed him there.
And embedded within the language is this beautiful connection between being placed somewhere and being brought to rest there.
That got my attention.
Because I tend to think of rest as something God offers me.
He provides the green pasture.
He leads me beside the quiet water.
He invites me to come.
And then presumably it’s up to me to decide whether I’m going to take advantage of it.
But perhaps sometimes God does something more.
Perhaps sometimes He puts us in places where we can rest.
And perhaps—especially for some of us—He occasionally allows circumstances to put us somewhere where we finally will.
When Something Broke
More than twenty years ago, I broke my leg playing hockey.
And I didn’t just injure it badly enough to limp around for a few days.
It was a severe fracture.
At the time, our family was growing. My career was growing. My responsibilities were growing.
And true to form, I was living at something approaching breakneck speed.
Then, quite literally, something broke.
Suddenly there were things I couldn’t do.
Places I couldn’t go.
Responsibilities I couldn’t carry.
I had no choice but to slow down.
For someone wired like me, being unable to do something can sometimes be harder than doing it.
I want to be very careful about what I mean here.
I don’t believe God broke my leg.
I don’t believe He orchestrated a painful injury because He needed to teach me a lesson.
We live in a world where accidents happen, bodies break, and aging hockey players occasionally discover that they are not indestructible.
But I do believe God met me in that circumstance.
And I believe He can take something He didn’t cause and use it for purposes I couldn’t possibly see at the time.
Looking back, one of those purposes was rest.
The injury wasn’t good.
But God still used it for good.
For a season, circumstances placed me somewhere I probably would never have voluntarily gone:
At rest.
And perhaps God looked at this suddenly stationary and occasionally stubborn sheep and thought:
Finally.
Retiring Without Resting
Fast-forward a couple decades and some change.
I retired in June.
You might think retirement would have solved my contentious relationship with rest.
You would be wrong.
We had recently purchased a home in Casper, Wyoming, and there was a long list of projects that needed attention.
Some genuinely needed to be done.
Others probably seemed considerably more urgent to me than they actually were.
But once I got going, I did what I’ve always done.
I worked.
And worked.
And worked some more.
For much of the summer, I put in twelve- to fifteen-hour days, six days a week.
Some retirement.
There may have been a slight flaw in my approach.
I accomplished an enormous amount, and I’m grateful that God gave me the health, strength, resources, and ability to do it.
But by the end of the summer, I didn’t feel particularly retired.
I just felt tired.
Soul Rest
Then we left for two weeks in London, Edinburgh, and Killarney.
And for the first time since June, I actually felt retired.
It was wonderful.
It was also not particularly restful.
My wife and I aren’t especially talented at vacations involving seven consecutive days beside a swimming pool.
There is too much to see.
Too much to experience.
Too many places just around the next bend.
So we walked miles through London.
We explored castles and cathedrals.
We climbed hills in Scotland.
We wandered through forests in Ireland.
We tried to squeeze as much life as we reasonably could into every day.
My feet were often tired.
But something else was happening.
My soul was resting.
I wrote earlier this year in Resting in the Spirit: Finding Peace in the Storm about a kind of rest that has very little to do with whether our bodies are moving.
It is the rest Jesus offers when He says:
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”
—Matthew 11:28 (NIV)
I experienced a great deal of that on our trip.
Wonder can be restful.
Beauty can be restful.
Time with someone you love can be restful.
Stepping temporarily outside the routines and responsibilities that normally occupy your thoughts can be deeply restful.
Even when your feet hurt.
And Now There Is…Nothing?
Now we’re back in Florida.
For the first time since I retired.
There are things that need to be done, of course. We’ve been gone all summer, and the house and yard have been patiently accumulating a list for us.
But thankfully, it’s not a terribly long list.
There is no enormous Wyoming project list.
There is no career demanding my attention.
There is no European itinerary telling us where we need to be tomorrow morning.
For perhaps the first time since I retired, there is actually space.
And this morning I sensed God gently tapping me on the shoulder.
Don’t fill it.
That may be the part I need to hear most.
Because when an empty space appears in my life, my instinct is to fill it.
With a project.
With a goal.
With something useful.
With something productive.
Even with something good.
But maybe an empty space isn’t always waiting to be filled.
Maybe sometimes the empty space is the gift.
Maybe God has put me here.
Not merely somewhere I can rest.
But somewhere He wants me to actually rest.
The God Who Knows His Sheep
That brings me right back to Psalm 23.
A good shepherd knows his sheep.
He knows when they need to move.
He knows when they need food.
He knows when they need water.
And He knows when they need to lie down.
Even when the sheep has other ideas.
There is something deeply comforting about that.
God knows me.
He knows I can turn retirement into work.
He knows I can turn vacation into an endurance sport.
He knows I can turn an empty calendar into a project plan before breakfast.
I can probably even turn resting into something to accomplish if given sufficient opportunity.
And still He patiently leads me toward green pastures.
Sometimes He may even place me there.
Because rest is more than inactivity.
Rest is trust.
When I stop working, the world keeps turning.
When I stop solving problems, God remains God.
When I leave something unfinished until tomorrow, His kingdom somehow survives.
Rest reminds me of something my busy heart easily forgets:
I am not responsible for holding everything together.
Paul tells us that in Christ, “all things hold together” (Colossians 1:17).
It doesn’t say in Dave all things hold together.
That’s probably worth being reminded of. Again and again, apparently.
Maybe This Time I’ll Get It
This isn’t the first time God has spoken to me about this.
Last year I wrote Slow Down.
Earlier this year, it was Resting in the Spirit.
Then, just a few weeks ago, I was writing about green pastures at 125 miles an hour.
And now I’m writing about rest again.
Apparently God repeats Himself.
Or perhaps, more accurately, God patiently allows me to keep rediscovering what He has been saying all along.
I’ve learned that spiritual growth isn’t always a straight line.
Sometimes God teaches me something.
I understand it.
I write about it.
I sincerely believe it.
And then, a few weeks later, He taps me on the shoulder and says:
Okay. Now let’s actually live it.
So here I am.
Back in Florida.
Retired.
The urgent list finally getting shorter.
The green pasture right in front of me.
And maybe the faithful thing to do next isn’t to figure out what I can accomplish with all this newfound time.
Maybe it is simply to recognize where the Shepherd has placed me.
And lie down.
After all—
apparently, it wasn’t a suggestion.






















