In the Midst of It All, Rejoice

Introduction

Joy is a funny thing.

It’s often confused with happiness, excitement, or celebration—but biblical joy is something deeper, sturdier, and more surprising. Especially when it shows up in places where it doesn’t seem to belong.

That’s why this week’s Advent theme—Joy—has been sitting with me in a new way.

Isaiah describes it beautifully in a passage that Christians have been reading during Advent for centuries. Here it is from The Message:

The people who walked in darkness
have seen a great light.
For those who lived in a land of deep shadows—
light! sunbursts of light!

You repopulated the nation,
you expanded its joy.
Oh, they’re so glad in your presence!
Festival joy!
The joy of a great celebration,
sharing rich gifts and warm greetings.
—Isaiah 9:2–3 (MSG)

Joy here doesn’t come after everything is fixed.
It comes in the midst of darkness, right as the light breaks in.

That’s an important distinction.

Stepping from Darkness into Light

One of the clearest pictures of this kind of joy comes from an unexpected place: blindness.

In Acts 26, the Apostle Paul recounts his conversion—back when he was still Saul. On the road to Damascus, Jesus interrupts Saul’s life so completely that Saul is struck blind. Ironically, it’s in losing his physical sight that Saul finally steps from darkness into light.

Jesus explains His mission to Saul this way:

“I am sending you to them to open their eyes and turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to God…”
Acts 26:18 (NIV)

Saul thought he was doing everything right.
He thought he was a “good man.”
He thought he could see clearly.

But it turned out he was blind to the very truth he needed most.

That story resonates deeply with me—because I see myself in it.

When “Good Enough” Isn’t Enough

I became a follower of Christ when I was 15 years old. Up until that point, I thought of myself as a good guy.

By my standards—and by the world’s standards—I was doing fine.

I wasn’t mean.
I didn’t cheat, steal, or lie (much).
I tried to be decent.
I might even support a righteous cause or two.

And I know I’m not alone. I meet a lot of people who live in that space.

I think that’s why Jesus once said:

“It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners.”
Mark 2:17 (NIV)

I don’t think Jesus meant that some people don’t need saving.

I think He was using holy irony.

We all need a doctor—but only those who recognize their sickness will go looking for one.

For me, that recognition was stepping from darkness into light.

It happened at Forest Home Christian Conference Center in the mountains of Southern California. I remember buying a t-shirt that said “Aslan Is Near”—a reference to C.S. Lewis’s Christ figure in The Chronicles of Narnia.

Like Saul, my life would never be the same.

A Winding Path—and a Faithful God

That doesn’t mean my life suddenly became neat, tidy, or predictable.

Far from it.

My journey with Christ has been hilly, rocky, and full of sharp turns.

As a kid, I wanted to be either a professional hockey player or a writer.

God had other ideas.

A serious knee injury my senior year of high school effectively ended my hockey dream. At the time, it felt devastating. Looking back, I think God knew that life might have consumed me in ways that would have crowded out other callings—like marriage, family, and faith.

As for writing? The jury’s still out.

I’ve written a few complete manuscripts. None have been published, although I came close with one. I have ideas for more, including one I’m working on now. For the moment, God seems to be inviting me to use this gift here—writing words of encouragement, pointing others toward hope and faith.

It’s not how I imagined things.
But I’m learning that God is far more interested in advancing His Kingdom than in fulfilling my carefully crafted career plans.

My job is faithfulness.
His job is outcomes.

Learning to Rejoice Anyway

Fast forward to today.

My life doesn’t look like I once thought it would—and I’m genuinely grateful for that.

I’ve experienced twists and turns I would never have chosen for myself, but they’ve shaped me into who I am and led me exactly where I am now. Along the way, I’ve learned something simple and profound:

There is nothing more lasting in life than to love and be loved.

Does that mean life is easy?
That I’ve figured it all out?

Absolutely not.

But it does mean that with Christ as the bedrock of my life, I’ve learned how to rejoice even when things are burning down around me.

That kind of joy shows up in unexpected ways—little Easter eggs of grace that remind me God is near. They strengthen me.

A Song That Taught Me How to Rejoice

This idea of rejoicing in the midst of it all always brings me back to the Christmas hymn “O Come, O Come, Emmanuel.”

Years ago, God dragged me (gently… and not so gently) out of my comfort zone and dropped me into the praise band at church. One Christmas, we sang this song for the congregation.

What struck me—rehearsal after rehearsal—was how somber it is. It’s written in a minor key.

The verses sound almost like a funeral dirge.
Heavy.
Pensive.
Mournful.

And then comes the chorus:

Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel shall come to thee…

Even then, it’s not a bubbly, carefree joy.
It’s a defiant joy.
A joy that exists because things are hard, not because they’re easy.

That’s been true in my own life.

Sometimes my song sounds like those verses—quiet, reflective, weighted by loss or uncertainty.
Other times, it sounds like Beethoven’s “Ode to Joy.”

And sometimes?
The best I can do is a trembling, imperfect “Rejoice,” in a minor key.

But even that is enough.

Joy Rooted in Light

Whatever the season, I can rejoice because I know this:

God stepped into my darkness.
He opened my eyes.
He led me into His marvelous light.
And He has never stopped walking with me since.

That’s the joy of Advent.

Not joy because everything is fixed.
But joy because the Light has come—and the darkness will not win.

So in the midst of it all…

I rejoice. Even sometimes in a minor key.

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The Time Between

Introduction

I recently finished listening to a beautiful devotional book called Delighting in Jesus by Asheritah Ciuciu, and one theme she describes immediately grabbed my heart. It reminded me of something a pastor of mine used to teach years ago—the concept of “the now and the not yet.”

What does that mean?

It’s a way of understanding the time we live in today:
the time between Jesus’ first arrival—His birth in Bethlehem—and His future return when He will make all things right.

Right now, we live in this holy tension:

  • Jesus has already won the victory over sin, death, and the evil one
  • Yet the world is not yet restored to its final, perfect state
  • We walk in hope, even while we wait
  • We carry the light of Christ, even while darkness still lingers

This is The Time Between—and God has placed us here on purpose.


Living in the Now and Not Yet

Scripture reminds us that Jesus has already conquered the power of darkness:

“In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
—John 16:33 (NIV)

Yet Revelation points to a day still coming when He will wipe away every tear:

“He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain…”
—Revelation 21:4 (NIV)

We live between these two realities—
victory promised, victory secured, victory still unfolding.

In the Time Between, our calling is clear:

  • Live as a people anchored in hope
  • Live as a people marked by peace
  • Live as a people who know how the story ends
  • Live as a people who shine light in the darkness

And this brings us to Advent.


Advent: Hope and Peace in the Waiting

For those Christian traditions that observe the season of Advent, last Sunday marked the first candle: Hope.

This Sunday marks the second candle: Peace.

These are not random themes—they are theological threads woven directly into the life of every believer living in the time between.

Hope — because Jesus came.

The long-awaited Messiah arrived not in power, but in humility. His birth is proof that God keeps His promises, even if they take time to unfold.

“The people walking in darkness have seen a great light.”
—Isaiah 9:2 (NIV)

Peace — because Jesus is coming again.

Not a fragile peace, not a shallow peace, but the deep, soul-settling peace that comes from knowing the end of the story.

“My peace I give you… Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”
—John 14:27 (NIV)

Advent teaches us to hold both truths at once:
He came. He will come again.
And in the middle, He is with us.


The Mess We Made—and the Rescue God Sent

The world is not what God intended it to be.
Far from it.

But instead of abandoning us to our self-made mess, God moved toward us.

He launched a rescue mission that began in a manger and culminated on a cross.

Jesus came so that:

  • our sins could be forgiven
  • our relationship with God could be restored
  • our future could be secured
  • our hope could be anchored

And in the time between His first and second coming, we live in the shadow of that rescue—reminded that the Light is stronger than the darkness.


Peace in the Promise That Love Will Win

Because Jesus came, we have hope.
Because Jesus will come again, we have peace.

Even if the world feels chaotic…
Even if evil seems loud…
Even if prayers feel unanswered…

We know how the story ends.

“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.”
—John 1:5 (NIV)

Love wins.
Light wins.
Christ wins.

And because we belong to Him, we win too.

This is the peace of Advent—not the absence of conflict, but the presence of Christ.


Closing Prayer

I thought I would provide a prayer that came to me, in case it would be helpful for you, too.

Dear Jesus,
We thank You for coming into our world once, and we thank You that You will come again.
Teach us how to live faithfully in this time between—holding tight to Your promises,
resting in Your peace,
and shining Your hope into a world that desperately needs it.

When our hearts grow weary, remind us of Your victory.
When the darkness feels heavy, remind us that the Light has already overcome it.
When we feel caught between what is and what will be, anchor our spirits in Your unchanging goodness.

Prepare us during this Advent season to recognize Your presence,
to trust Your timing,
and to live as Your people—
full of hope, full of peace, and full of anticipation
for the day You return to make all things new.

Come, Lord Jesus.
Amen.


Reflection Questions for the Week

I also thought it might be helpful to give you some questions you can reflect on this week:

  1. Where in my life do I most feel the tension of the “now and not yet”?
    What longing or frustration is God inviting me to bring to Him?
  2. Where has Jesus already brought victory into my story?
    How can I remind myself of this truth when I’m discouraged?
  3. In what area do I need to release control and embrace the peace of Christ this Advent?
  4. How can I carry hope into my workplace, home, friendships, or community this week?
  5. Which Advent theme resonates most deeply with me right now—hope or peace—and why?
  6. If Jesus returned today, what part of my life would I be most grateful that He redeems?
  7. How can I create small moments this week to pause, breathe, and remember that Jesus is near—right here in the time between?

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Eternity in Our Hearts

Introduction

Ecclesiastes was always the “bleak book” to me—full of repetition about meaninglessness, frustration, and the futility of life. A book that felt like a philosophical rain cloud.

But after walking through it in depth with Dr. Manny Arango of The Bible Department, I discovered that Ecclesiastes isn’t a book of despair.

It’s a book of diagnosis.

It explains why life feels fleeting.
Why our hearts feel restless.
Why nothing on earth ever fully satisfies us.

And it all revolves around one profound phrase:

“He has made everything beautiful in its time.
He has also set eternity in the human heart…”

Ecclesiastes 3:11 (NIV)

This changes everything.

“Meaningless” Doesn’t Mean Meaningless

As Dr. Manny explained, drawing from the work of Dr. Tim Mackie of The Bible Project, the Hebrew word translated as “meaningless” is hevel (הֶבֶל).

It doesn’t mean pointless or meaningless.
It means vapor.
Mist.
Smoke.
Something real, visible, but impossible to grasp.

So Ecclesiastes isn’t saying life has no meaning—
It’s saying life under the sun is fleeting, mysterious, hard to hold onto.

Like trying to grab fog.
Like chasing the wind.

That’s not hopelessness—
It’s honesty.

It’s wisdom.

The Key Phrase We Miss: “Under the Sun”

Solomon says nearly 30 times that life under the sun is hevel.

“Under the sun” means:

  • life evaluated only on earthly terms
  • life limited to what we can achieve or control
  • life disconnected from eternity

When we live only for this world:

  • work becomes a treadmill
  • relationships feel fragile
  • accomplishments lose their shine
  • wealth evaporates
  • pleasure never lasts
  • time slips away faster than we want

Why?
Because God intentionally made this world insufficient to satisfy us.

Not to frustrate us—
but to direct us.

A Final Key: The Chess Clock of Life

One more theme appears again and again in Ecclesiastes—one many readers mistake for pessimism (and I did too, for a long time): the constant reminders of death.

But Solomon isn’t trying to depress us.
He’s trying to wake us up.

By pointing out the brevity of life, he’s effectively setting a chess clock on the table, saying:

“Your time here is limited.
So don’t waste your precious seconds chasing things that won’t matter in the end.”

The reality of death isn’t meant to rob us of joy—it’s meant to focus us.
It urges us to:

  • stop obsessing over things that don’t matter
  • stop holding grudges that steal our peace
  • stop worrying about wind and vapor
  • stop comparing our lives to others
  • stop chasing what won’t last

And instead…

  • savor the gifts God has given you today
  • enjoy the people He has placed in your life
  • appreciate beauty in ordinary moments
  • practice gratitude
  • cultivate work that honors Him
  • prepare your heart for eternity

In light of eternity, the small annoyances and temporary frustrations lose their power over us.

They simply aren’t worth your minutes.

Eternity in Our Hearts

Solomon tells us exactly why nothing “under the sun” satisfies:

“…God has set eternity in the human heart…”

Ecclesiastes 3:11 (NIV)

We were created with an eternal ache.
A homesickness for a world we haven’t yet seen.
A longing for:

  • perfect peace
  • perfect joy
  • perfect relationships
  • perfect beauty
  • perfect justice
  • perfect love
  • perfect life with God

In other words…

We want Heaven.
And God put that longing there.

Nothing under the sun can fill a longing that comes from beyond the sun.

Why We Miss This—Especially in Daily Life

Despite this eternal wiring, we lose sight of it constantly.

We let ourselves get consumed with:

  • deadlines
  • politics
  • financial stress
  • difficult people
  • traffic
  • news headlines
  • social media
  • temporary frustrations

Solomon’s message?

Stop grasping smoke.
Stop chasing wind.
Look up, beyond the sun.

Life under the sun will always feel insufficient because we were made for something more.

And that brings us to this weekend—a hinge between two spiritual seasons.


As Thanksgiving Ends: Gratitude Starts to Make Sense

Thanksgiving weekend is winding down as we read these words.

And this teaching from Ecclesiastes helps us truly feel gratitude, because it reminds us:

  • Most of the things we stress about are hevel—temporary, fleeting, not ultimate.
  • Most of the blessings we overlook are actually daily gifts from a God who loves us.
  • The greatest gift isn’t “under the sun” at all—it’s the eternal life Jesus purchased for us.

When we understand Ecclesiastes correctly, it clears the fog so we can see the blessings right in front of us:

  • breath in our lungs
  • people who love us
  • moments of beauty
  • provision from God
  • the ability to experience joy
  • the hope of Heaven

Gratitude suddenly becomes natural.

Because even our earthly blessings—though fleeting—are whispers of eternity.


As Advent Begins: Eternity Steps Into Time

Today is also the first Sunday of Advent, the season when we prepare our hearts to celebrate the birth of Jesus.

And this ties directly to Ecclesiastes 3:11:

God placed eternity in our hearts…

…and then entered time through a baby in Bethlehem to fill that longing.

Jesus is eternity wrapped in human flesh.
He is heaven stepping under the sun.
He is perfection visiting brokenness.
He is the One who satisfies the ache Solomon described.

And in His birth, we glimpse what all our longing is really pointing toward:

  • a world restored
  • a life without sorrow
  • a relationship without distance
  • a joy without end
  • a King who loves us completely and eternally

This Advent season reminds us:

The eternity in our hearts is fulfilled in the humility of the manger and the glory of the Cross.


So What Do We Do With All This?

Solomon ends the book with this simple conclusion:

“Fear God and keep His commandments…
for this is the whole duty of mankind.”

Ecclesiastes 12:13 (NIV)

Or in modern terms:

  • Live for the God who put eternity in your heart.
  • Enjoy the gifts of today without expecting them to carry eternal weight.
  • Let go of stress about fog—things that don’t last.
  • Anchor your heart in the One who does.

Paul echoes this beautifully:

“Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.”

Colossians 3:2 (NIV)

And Solomon says:

“Eat, drink, and enjoy the toil of your days—
this is the gift of God.”

(Ecclesiastes 2:24–25, paraphrased)

Meaning:

Enjoy your simple daily gifts.
Release your burdens.
Remember eternity.
And walk with God.


Conclusion: Why This Matters Today

As Thanksgiving ends…
As Advent begins…
As the year turns its final corner…

Ecclesiastes offers us a gift:

A reminder that the things we chase are temporary,
but the One we long for is eternal.

So the next time life feels like smoke slipping through your fingers, remember:

  • You were made for more than this world.
  • God placed eternity in your heart.
  • Jesus came to fulfill it.

And that eternal reality—already begun in Christ—is the source of true contentment, hope, joy, and peace.

The very things your soul has been aching for all along.

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Wild, Untamable God

Introduction

This week, I’ve been reflecting on something unexpected—something that hit me hard while listening to the Bible Department podcast with Dr. Manny Arango as we finished our journey through the book of Job.

I’ve read Job before. Many times. And like most people, I always thought of it as the book about suffering—forty-two chapters of pain, confusion, loss, accusations, and frustration.

But this time, I saw something I had never really seen before.

Job is not ultimately a book about suffering.
It’s a book about God’s wildness.
His other-ness.
His untamable nature.
His absolute refusal to fit into the neat little boxes we want Him to live in.

It’s a book that reminds us of something we don’t like to admit:

God is God.
We are not.

And that’s really, really good news.


The God We Want vs. The God Who Is

I wrote a little bit about this in last week’s post, but this week I’m going to expand on some ideas a bit.

If I’m honest, I often want a God I can manage.
A God who behaves.
A God who works on my schedule and follows my plans.

Basically, a cosmic genie in a bottle.

Rub the lamp with a few prayers.
Add some spiritual effort.
Do a few good deeds.
And—poof!—out pops the miracle I ordered.

But the God of Scripture—the God revealed in the book of Job—is not manageable.

He is not predictable.
He is not containable.
He is not programmable.

And—this is the part that humbles me—He does not owe me—or any of us—explanations.

Job learned this the hard way.

Job’s Cry for Answers

Job wanted what we all want: a reason.
Why, God?
Why this loss?
Why this pain?
Why now?

But true to my experiences, no answers came for quite some time. God, it appeared, was silent.

Until He wasn’t.

When God finally speaks in Job 38–41, He answers with… questions.
Dozens and dozens of questions.

Not because God is avoiding Job’s pain.
But because God is reframing Job’s perspective.

God essentially asks:

“Job, were you there when I laid the foundation of the earth?”
Job 38:4

“Have you ever given orders to the morning?”
Job 38:12

“Do you send the lightning bolts?”
Job 38:35

These aren’t dismissive questions—they’re grounding questions.
They remind Job (and us) that the One who crafted galaxies may operate on a scale we cannot possibly comprehend.

And Then Comes Leviathan

One moment in God’s speech stands out above the rest in my mind.

God asks Job to consider Leviathan—a fierce, untamable sea creature that represents chaos, danger, and the unknown.

“Can you pull in Leviathan with a fishhook?”
Job 41:1

“No one is fierce enough to rouse it.
Who then is able to stand against Me?”

Job 41:10

In other words:

“Job, if you can’t control the chaos I created…
how will you ever control Me?”

That passage shook me.

Because I try to control God all the time—through expectations, through timelines, through prayers that sound suspiciously like instructions.

But God is not Leviathan-sized.

He is bigger.

Wilder, more untamable.

Holier.

And far, far better.

Who Said Anything About Safe?

Although I tend to prefer using the Bible to support what I say in these blog posts, occasionally there’s another author who has done a masterful job unpacking the theme I’m addressing. This is one such case.

C.S. Lewis highlights this idea of a wild, untamable God perfectly in The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe when the Pevensie children learn that Aslan—the Christ figure—is not a man, but a lion.

“Is he safe?” asked Lucy.
“Safe?” said Mr. Beaver.
“Course he isn’t safe.
But he’s good.
He’s the King, I tell you.”

That’s the God of Job.
Not safe.
Not tame.
Not controllable.

But undeniably good.


When God Doesn’t Meet Our Expectations

Pulling in a thread from last week’s post, this changes everything about how we handle disappointment with God.

We pray for healing that doesn’t come.
We ask for provision that feels delayed.
We pray for clarity and get silence.
We plead for comfort and instead receive what feels like more waiting.

And in those moments, we’re tempted—deeply tempted—to believe God has failed us.

But Job shows us that God’s goodness isn’t proven by His compliance with our expectations.

His goodness is proven by:

  • His character
  • His wisdom
  • His sovereignty
  • His eternal perspective
  • His presence with us in Life’s storms

Job never got an explanation.
But he got something better:
a revelation of who God really is.

And that was enough.

The Untamable Goodness of God

Here’s the truth that is slowly reshaping my faith:

If God were small enough to meet all my expectations…
He wouldn’t be big enough to save me.

If He only ever acted the way I wanted…
His plans would never exceed mine.

If He were predictable, programmable, and tame…
He wouldn’t be God.

And the wild, untamable God of Job is also the God who loves me enough to give me not what I want, but what I most deeply need.

Every time.
Every season.
Every chapter.

Even when it doesn’t feel like it.

Conclusion: Trusting the God We Cannot Control

You and I will never rope God like a calf.
We will never drag Him onto our timeline.
We will never bend Him into our expectations.

Praise God for that.

Because He is better—infinitely better—than anything we could design or demand.

He is not safe.
He is not tame.
He is not predictable.

But He is good.

And His goodness is not fragile or conditional or partial—it is perfect, eternal, and wild.

So when life feels chaotic…
When prayers seem unanswered…
When God feels distant or confusing…

Remember this:

Leviathan answers to Him.
The universe bows to Him.
And yet, He holds your life gently in His powerful hands.

Wild, untamable God.

And yet…

Good.

Always good.

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What To Do When God Fails to Meet Your Expectations

Introduction

I know—just reading that title feels wrong. God failing to meet our expectations? That sounds backwards. But let’s be honest: how many times have we prayed for something we deeply wanted, fully expected God to do, and then… He didn’t?

Or at least, He didn’t do it the way we wanted.
Or when we wanted.
Or in the amount of detail we specified in our mental prayer-contract.

When that happens, what’s your first instinct?

If I’m being brutally honest, my very first reaction is rarely, “Hmm… maybe my expectations were off.”
Nope.

My knee-jerk reaction is usually, “God… where were You? Why didn’t You come through?”

Is it the same for you?

Today, I want to walk through what we tend to do when God doesn’t meet our expectations, followed by what we should do instead—grounded not in wishful thinking, but in who God really is.

What We Tend to Do

1. We judge God through the lens of our experiences.

If you’ve walked with Jesus for any amount of time, you’ve probably had seasons where the closeness of God was undeniable—moments when the Holy Spirit comforted you, guided you, strengthened you, or answered prayers in ways that left you speechless.

Those mountaintops are spiritual jet fuel. They help us survive the valleys.

But then the valley inevitably comes.
And we pray. And we wait. And we believe with everything in us that God will surely come through like He did before…

Except this time, He doesn’t.
Or at least, He doesn’t in the way—or the timing—we expected.

And suddenly our confidence wavers. Our trust cracks.
We say with our theology that God is good… but emotionally we feel abandoned.

And that’s the moment when our expectations collide with God’s sovereignty.

So what are we supposed to do with that tension?

Before we get there, let’s dig a little deeper.


2. We judge God based on others’ experiences.

“Oh, God healed them.”
“God provided for that family.”
“God opened a door for him.”

And when He doesn’t do the same thing for us?
It’s easy to conclude He’s holding out on us. Or that He doesn’t love us as much as we thought He did. Or, worse, that God is simply not fair.

But Scripture shows that God doesn’t operate according to a formula. He’s not Amazon Prime. There’s no guaranteed two-day turnaround on miracles.

Who We Expect God to Be

We often anchor our expectations in God’s names—which is good—but sometimes we treat those names like contractual obligations.

Jehovah Jireh — The Lord Who Provides

Of course we pray for provision. Of course we hope He’ll meet practical needs. Scripture is full of examples of God providing… and of times when He didn’t provide in the way people hoped.

Abraham expected a lamb so he wouldn’t have to sacrifice his son, Isaac.
God provided a ram.
Different. But better.

Provision isn’t wrong to hope for—but God’s timing and method don’t always match our blueprint.


Jehovah Rapha — The Lord Who Heals

We pray for healing because Jesus healed.
But Jesus didn’t heal everyone.
Paul wasn’t healed of his “thorn.”
Timothy had chronic stomach issues.
Elisha died of an illness.

So what do we do with that?

We learn to live in the mystery—trusting that God is still good, even when healing doesn’t come.


Jehovah Nissi — The Lord Who Fights for Us

We love this one… especially when life feels like a battle.

But sometimes God fights by delivering us through the fire, not from it.
Sometimes the Red Sea stays closed a little longer than we want.
Sometimes the giants stay in the land longer than seems fair.

Yet He is still fighting.
Just not always in the ways we script.

A Word About Church Hurt

This one matters deeply.

I know believers who have walked away from God—not because God hurt them, but because His people failed them. Sometimes spectacularly.

This isn’t new.
It happened in Jesus’ day too—hypocrisy, pride, corruption, legalism.

Here’s what I want to say gently but clearly:

Jesus never hurt anyone.
But broken people sometimes do.
And it breaks His heart too.

For reasons we don’t fully understand, God chose to spread His Kingdom through imperfect humans. None of us get it right all the time. And sometimes we get it painfully wrong.

If you’ve been wounded by Christians, I’m sorry. Truly.
And my prayer is that God softens those scars, not to erase what happened, but to separate the failures of people from the goodness of Christ.

So What Should We Do When God Doesn’t Meet Our Expectations?

Ready for the plot twist?
We don’t lower our expectations.
We reorient them toward who God really is.

Time for a detour. In little go-carts with lawn mower engines.

The Autopia Analogy

When I was a kid and would have a chance to go to Disneyland, I loved the ride Autopia. I dreamed—quite seriously—of breaking my car off that center rail and driving it around the park for a day. (Dream big, right?)

Here’s the point:

Spiritual disciplines—prayer, worship, Scripture—are our center rail.

When disappointment threatens to yank us off God’s path…

  • Prayer pulls us back.
  • Worship realigns our hearts.
  • Scripture corrects our misunderstanding of who God is.
  • Time with Him reminds us that He is faithful even when life doesn’t seem fair.

One of the pastors at our church (Pastor Jason at The Chapel Community Church in Trinity, FL) recently said something profound in one of his sermons. Paraphrasing, here’s the gist of what he said:

Our need to understand everything before we accept anything can become an idol.

That one stung.
Because I want to understand. I crave answers.

But God never promised understanding.
He promised Himself.

He promised His presence.
He promised His goodness.
He promised that all things work together for the good of those who love Him.

But He never promised that all things would make sense.

The Conclusion: When It Feels Like God Let You Down… Draw Closer

The answer isn’t to pull away.
The answer is to press in.

Lean into His presence.
Lean into His Word.
Lean into His character.
Lean into His promises.

Because He is working.
He is present.
He is fighting for you.
He is providing in ways you may not see yet.
He is healing things in you that you aren’t even aware need healing.

He has not failed you.
He has not forgotten you.
He has not abandoned you.

Sometimes the greatest act of faith is not understanding—but trusting anyway. God is always good, regardless of what we see or how we feel in the moment.

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It Would Have Been Enough

Introduction

Now that we’ve turned the corner into November, the year seems to reach escape velocity—driving us forward toward a new one whether we’re ready or not. Thanksgiving feels just around the corner, and Christmas follows about fifteen minutes later.

Before the pace starts to pick up too much, I was inspired to pause and reflect—thanks to an episode of The Chosen my wife and I watched recently. In Season 5, Episode 4 (“The Last Supper”), the show beautifully portrays a Jewish tradition I had never truly noticed before: the Dayenu.

“Dayenu” means it would have been enough for us.

It’s a way of recounting God’s blessings, first used by the Jewish people to remember His deliverance during the Exodus. Each line reflects on something God did, followed by the recognition that if He had done only that and nothing more, it still would have been enough.

“If He had brought us out of Egypt, and had not carried out judgments on them — it would have been enough for us. Dayenu.”
“If He had carried out judgments on them and had not acted against their gods — it would have been enough for us. Dayenu.”

Traditional Hebrew Song for the Seder (Passover Meal)

It struck me that this would be a beautiful way to prepare my own heart for Thanksgiving—to look back on the ways God has blessed, rescued, and refined me over the years.

So, if you don’t mind, I’d like to share my own Dayenu.

It Would Have Been Enough for Me

If You gave me the breath of life—if You knit me together in my mother’s womb, fearfully and wonderfully made to fulfill Your purposes for me at this time in history—but You had not given me to my parents,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had given me to my parents, in a family that loved imperfectly but deeply, yet had not shown me the way to eternal life,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had broken through my hardened heart and prideful mind, leading me into a personal relationship with You, but had not continued shaping me daily into a man seeking Your ways,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had molded me into a better man, but had not lifted me from the deep pit of despair—when I believed I could never be loved again—
it would have been enough for me.

If You had led me across that broken road to the one true love of my life, but had not given us children to love and nurture,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had given us our first child, the one we prayed and pleaded for, but had chosen to call her home early (like we were afraid you were doing),
it would have been enough for me.

If You had allowed us to keep our daughter, but had not blessed us with any others,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had given us a family—three children to love and guide—each with their own gifts, challenges, and imperfections, but had not given us the wisdom and patience to raise them,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had given us extended family—parents, siblings, and children bound by laughter, love, and strength—but had not given us the ability to provide for them,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had given us work, skills, and opportunity to build a home, but had not blessed us with the deeper faith that comes from knowing You,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had walked with us through loss—through seasons of illness, confusion, and grief—but had not comforted us with the hope of eternity,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had surrounded us with friends who encourage, challenge, and support us, but had not taught us to forgive those who wound us,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had blessed us with beauty in nature—mountains, meadows, oceans, and sunsets—but had not opened our eyes to see Your hand in it all,
it would have been enough for me.

If You had given us Your Word, Your promises, and Your Spirit to guide us daily, but had not invited us to share Your love with others,
it would have been enough for me.

And if You had given us Your Son—Jesus, who lived, died, and rose again for us so we could spend eternity in heaven with you—and done nothing else at all,
it would have been enough for me.

A Reflection for Thanksgiving

As we head into the season of gratitude, maybe we all need a Dayenu moment—a time to pause and remember how richly God has blessed us.

Even if He had stopped after the first breath we took, it would have been enough.
Even if He had stopped after the cross, it would have been enough.
But He hasn’t stopped, and He never will.

So I encourage you: make your own Dayenu. Write down your list. Carry it with you. Read it often. Let it remind you that God’s goodness has been—and will always be—more than enough.

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On Becoming a Diamond

Diamonds are formed under pressure. What begins as a lump of coal, common and unremarkable, becomes something precious and brilliant only after years of intense heat and pressure.

Spiritually speaking, the same can be said for us.

Pressure Produces Purpose

Throughout history—and throughout Scripture—God has used pressure, persecution, and hardship to bring about something beautiful and lasting.

The Early Church

In the book of Acts, persecution broke out against the early followers of Jesus. The believers who had gathered in Jerusalem were forced to scatter for their own safety.

On that day a great persecution broke out against the church in Jerusalem, and all except the apostles were scattered throughout Judea and Samaria.

Acts 8:1 (NIV)

But instead of lamenting their circumstances, they carried the message of Jesus wherever they went.

Those who had been scattered preached the word wherever they went. Philip went down to a city in Samaria and proclaimed the Messiah there. When the crowds heard Philip and saw the signs he performed, they all paid close attention to what he said. For with shrieks, impure spirits came out of many, and many who were paralyzed or lame were healed. So there was great joy in that city.

Acts 8:4-8 (NIV)

What seemed like tragedy—the church being torn apart—became the very means by which the gospel spread to the known world. Pressure turned ordinary believers into bold messengers and produced great joy wherever they shared the messsage of Christ.

The Pilgrims and the Birth of a Nation

History gives us similar examples. The Pilgrims fled England to escape religious persecution, seeking a place where they could worship God freely. Their courage and conviction helped lay the foundation for a nation built on freedom—both religious and civil.

Out of hardship came a new beginning. Out of persecution came a principle that would shape the course of history.

The Apostle Paul

Paul’s life is another story of pressure transformed into something beautiful. His persecution opened doors that no ordinary travel could have. Arrests and trials brought him before Jewish and Roman leaders—audiences he never would have reached otherwise.

In the end, Paul’s chains became his platform. His letters, written from prison, still strengthen and encourage believers two thousand years later.

Now I want you to know, brothers and sisters, that what has happened to me has actually served to advance the gospel.

Paul, in Philippians 1:12 (NIV)

God turned Paul’s suffering into a legacy of faith.

Pressure on a Personal Level

This isn’t just a biblical or historical pattern—it’s a personal one, too.

My Own Seasons of Pressure

A couple of times throughout my career, I’ve gotten laid off from my job. During those times, I felt the weight of supporting my family and the fear of not knowing what came next. When that happned, my father-in-law and I began going to our church’s World Prayer Center every day to pray. I remember looking out at the mountains, praying for help, and feeling a deep sense of peace even in uncertainty.

At the time, I had no idea that God was preparing better opportunities than those I had lost. But He was. And in that waiting season, He gave me something more valuable than a job—He gave me the blessing of closeness with Him. He reminded me that He is working for me even when I lose sight of that fact. He touched my heart, showing me that He is for me and He is trustworthy.

I look back on that season now, not as a dark time, but as a refining one. The pressure pushed me closer to the God who provides.

When Faith is Tested

More recently, a close friend told me about his brother and sister-in-law, who are walking through the painful reality of terminal cancer. Their faith has been shaken. Once strong in their relationship with God, they now feel abandoned.

I understand their pain. I’ve lost loved ones too—my dad just this past summer—and I’ve wrestled with those same questions: Why didn’t God intervene? Why did He allow this?

The answer I kept hearing was God’s words through His prophet Isaiah:

“For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,”
declares the Lord.
“As the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.”

Isaiah 55:8–9 (NIV)

God’s ways are often beyond our understanding. But that doesn’t mean He isn’t working. Even in pain, even in loss, He is refining our faith like gold—or like a diamond taking shape under pressure.

Faith That Shines

My daughter recently told me about a young woman in her Bible study. She and her husband left steady jobs to follow what they believed was God’s calling to a new city. By the world’s standards, they’re struggling. But by Heaven’s standards, they’re shining. Their faith and joy, even in uncertainty, are contagious.

I pray that my own faith would be as steadfast and radiant as theirs.

The Diamond in the Rough

No one asks for pressure. We don’t pray for hardship to come into our lives. But in God’s hands, those very pressures can transform us.

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I don’t think God always causes the hardships in our lives (although I believe sometimes He does). But whether He caused it or not, I think He uses times like that to tap us on the shoulder and remind us that it is only in our weakness that His strength can shine through. Paul reminds us of this in a powerful way:

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

2 Corinthians 12:9–10 (NIV)

God is not trying to crush us. He’s shaping us. Every hardship, every disappointment, every loss is a chance for Him to reveal His strength. Suffering provides Him a path to turn our pain, our struggles, our mess into something beautiful.

So if you’re feeling the pressure today, take heart. God is turning us into diamonds.

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Known and Loved: Why We Don’t Have to Hide from God

Psalm 139 is one of my favorite passages in all of Scripture. It’s beautiful, poetic, and deeply personal. It reminds us that God knows everything about us — not just what we do, but what we think, what we feel, what we say (and even what we almost say).

You have searched me, Lord, and you know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.

Psalm 139:1–3 (NIV)

If you’re anything like me, that thought can sometimes make you squirm. When I do, say, or — gulp — think something I know isn’t what God wants from me, my first instinct is often to hide.

Of course, that’s absurd. How do you hide from the God who made the universe, who “knit you together in your mother’s womb,” and who “knows the words you’ll speak before they’re on your tongue”? (Psalm 139:13–16, 4)

Hiding From God

It’s not a new instinct. Adam and Eve tried it first. After eating the forbidden fruit, their eyes were opened — and their first move was to hide from God among the trees of the garden (Genesis 3:8).

I can relate to that. When I fall short, my first thought is often to avoid prayer, avoid Scripture, avoid that gentle voice in my conscience reminding me that I’ve drifted.

But the right thing to do — the thing I’m still learning to do consistently — is pause, confess, and turn back to God, seeking forgiveness.

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When we come to Him honestly, we don’t find condemnation; we find grace.

Known Completely — Loved Completely

Here’s what amazes me most: God knows everything about us — our public selves and our private ones, the parts we share and the parts we hide — and yet He loves us anyway.

Sometimes I worry that if anyone else knew me as well as God does, they wouldn’t want anything to do with me. But that’s not true of God.

He knows every failure, every secret, every unkind thought — and still, He calls me His child. He loves me enough to have sent His Son to take the punishment for my sin, so that nothing could ever separate me from His love.

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That’s why, instead of trying to hide from God, we should learn to hide in Him.

Hiding In God

The psalmist paints a very different picture of hiding — not one of shame and avoidance, but of refuge and safety.

You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance.

Psalm 32:7 (NIV)

Have mercy on me, my God, have mercy on me,
for in you I take refuge.
I will take refuge in the shadow of your wings
until the disaster has passed.

Psalm 57:1 (NIV)

You are my refuge and my shield;
I have put my hope in your word.

Psalm 119:114 (NIV)

When life gets hard, when temptation strikes, or when fear creeps in — we can run to Him, not from Him.

In His presence, we find both forgiveness and protection.

He is not waiting to scold us; He’s waiting to shelter us.

Two Things We Can Do

So, what does this mean for us? Practically speaking, how can we live this in our daily lives? Here are a couple of thoughts:

  1. When you mess up, turn to God — not away from Him.
    Confess, repent, and receive His forgiveness. Hiding never helps, but humility always heals.
  2. When life gets hard, hide in God — not in distractions or despair.
    He is our refuge, our fortress, and our safe place.

God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.

Psalm 46:1 (NIV)

The same God who knows everything about you is the God who loves you most. And the best part? You never have to hide from Him again.

There’s a saying, “You can run, but you can’t hide.” But why would you want to hide from the One who knows you best and loves you most?

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Abundant Life — Daily Doses of Eternal Life

When Jesus talked about giving us eternal life, most of us tend to think of something that begins later — after this life is over, when we’re in heaven. “Eternal” sounds like something that comes after time.

But I think that misses something essential.

Jesus also said He came so that we might have abundant life, or as some translations put it, life to the full.

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Notice the tense: have. Not “will have.” Not “one day will experience.”

Jesus wasn’t just promising us a future reality — He was inviting us into a present one.

Eternal Life Begins Now

Eternal life isn’t merely a reward waiting for us beyond the grave. It’s a relationship with God that begins the moment we place our trust in Christ.

Now this is eternal life: that they know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.”

Jesus, in John 17:3 (NIV, emphasis added)

That word now is crucial. Eternal life doesn’t begin someday; it begins the moment we begin truly knowing God.

And the more we know Him — the more we walk with Him daily, in little moments throughout our days — the more we experience the fullness of that life. It’s not just about duration (life that never ends); it’s about quality (life that is abundant, purposeful, joyful, and rooted in love).

What Abundant Life Is — and Isn’t

When Jesus promised abundant life, He wasn’t talking about mansions, sports cars, or the latest gadgets. There’s nothing wrong with material blessings, but those things were never meant to define abundance.

Abundant life is not about the abundance of possessions — it’s about the abundance of God’s presence.

“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven.”

Jesus, in Matthew 6:19–20 (NIV)

Jesus Himself lived a simple life — often without a home, wealth, or comfort. Yet His life overflowed with abundance because He was perfectly aligned with the Father’s will.

So, what does a biblical view of abundant life look like?

It looks like gratitude.
It looks like trust.
It looks like contentment.
It looks like recognizing and celebrating God’s daily blessings.

Living Abundantly in Everyday Life

We experience abundant life when we slow down enough to notice what God has already given us — and when we thank Him for it.

Do you have a job — a way to support yourself and your family?
Thank God for the abilities and opportunities He’s given you. Even if you don’t love your job, gratitude can change your attitude. I’ve found that when I start thanking God for something that frustrates me, it begins to frustrate me less.

Do you have family or friends who love and care about you?
They are gifts from God. Working through challenges with them, and with God, often turns our hardest seasons into some of our most meaningful memories. And similar to jobs, I’ve found that when I thank God for someone who has been frustrating me, they begin frustrating me less, or even not at all. It becomes increasingly difficult to harbor bitter feelings for someone you are praying for regularly. That’s another of God’s mysterious blessings.

And what about the beauty that surrounds you?
I live in a beautiful part of Florida, and I make it a point to spend time outside — to soak in the sunshine, the fresh air, the songs of the birds, and the rhythm of the sea.

Every time I take in those gifts of nature, I’m reminded that God is the Master Artist. While I may work hard to keep my garden and landscaping beautiful, He effortlessly paints sunsets, nurtures sequoias, and fills the world with color and sound.

When was the last time you paused long enough to really see the beauty of creation — and thanked the Creator for it?

Finding Abundance in Difficult Seasons

You may be going through a hard time right now. Or perhaps you’ve just come out of one — or are heading into another. Life is full of seasons, and not all of them are easy.

But abundant life isn’t limited to the good times. In fact, sometimes we discover it most clearly in the hard ones.

Even when the road feels long, when grief lingers or uncertainty looms, we can still experience daily doses of eternal life by remembering this:

Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.

James 1:17 (NIV)

When we take time each day to notice our blessings — and to thank the Giver of all good things — we start to see that abundance is already all around us.

And that’s what Jesus meant by life to the full. It’s eternal life, experienced one grateful moment at a time.

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Comfort God

Introduction

Autumn is upon us, and with it comes a certain craving for comfort. Maybe it’s the cooling air, the shorter days, or the smells of pumpkin, cinnamon, and peppermint wafting through coffee shops and kitchens. This is the season when we start to lean into comfort—comfort food, comfort clothing, comfort traditions.

Maybe that’s part of our human instinct to prepare for winter. Even here in Florida, where the “winter” season is mild compared to what I remember from Colorado, I still feel the urge to settle in, to find comfort wherever I can.

It’s been a rough summer for me and my family. My dad passed away suddenly in August, and his absence still feels fresh. I think October was always his favorite month—he loved watching the leaves turn, the brilliant colors against a crisp blue sky. I thought I would have one more chance to share that with him.

Maybe that’s why I’ve been more eager than usual in my search for comfort this fall.

The Search for Comfort

When life feels heavy, we instinctively reach for things that soothe us. For some, it’s a warm bowl of soup, a slice of pumpkin bread, or a mug of hot cider. For others, it’s the cozy familiarity of a favorite chair, a cherished routine, or even an “adult beverage” at the end of a long day.

There’s nothing wrong with any of that. God created our senses, our memories, and our capacity to enjoy good things. But these sources of comfort are temporary. They can ease our pain for a while, but they can’t truly heal it.

The real comfort we long for—the kind that reaches beyond our stomachs and settles deep into our souls—can only come from God.

God of All Comfort

The Bible describes God as the ultimate source of comfort—not comfort in the “easy chair” sense, but comfort as solace, peace, and reassurance when our hearts are heavy.

“Comfort, comfort my people,” says your God. “Speak tenderly to Jerusalem, and proclaim to her that her hard service has been completed.”

Isaiah 40:1–2 (NIV)

As a mother comforts her child, so will I comfort you.

Isaiah 66:13 (NIV)
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These verses remind us that God’s comfort is personal and deep. It’s not about avoiding hardship; it’s about His presence within it. His comfort doesn’t come from changing our circumstances—it comes from changing us within those circumstances.

Paul the Apostle captured this beautifully:

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Solace, Not Softness

God isn’t primarily concerned with our physical comfort—how soft our pillows are or how cozy our homes feel. His concern is much greater: He wants to give us solace, not just softness.

Solace is peace that goes beyond understanding (Philippians 4:7). It’s knowing that even when grief comes, we’re not alone. It’s trusting that when the nights grow long, His Light will still find its way into our hearts.

That kind of comfort doesn’t fade like the warmth from a cup of coffee—it abides.

Conclusion

As this new season settles in, I’m learning that comfort food can warm the body, but only our Comfort God can soothe the soul.

He doesn’t promise a life free from pain or loss—even Jesus didn’t have that—but He promises His presence. And that presence—gentle, steady, loving—is enough.

So as I miss my dad and face the changing seasons ahead, I’m learning not to turn to cinnamon or pumpkin spice first, but to the Comforter Himself.

Because His comfort is not temporary—it’s eternal.

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